In all the madness
Out of all the guesses
I failed at everysingle one of them
I had a heart to give
So much love to share
Kisses to give my life to you
Hugs to warm you up inside
Yet you denied me of a dream
Something I have been longing for forever
Every night dreaming about it.
thinking that maybe I would have
A slight chance with you..
Guess I was wrong
With all my heart to give
I wanted to give it to you
Yet in the seconds of life
You took it into your hand
Crushing it into dust
Scattering it across the floor.
I am starting to go back to the smile
That had no meaning to it.
The fake smile I put on
Just to make everyone else around me
As jubilent as can be.
Just as hard as I try
I can not stop these
Tears falling for you...
Here is to the pain I feel
The horror and tears I spill for you
But putting on the fake smile
To satisfy you...