Love is so miserable

I saw darkness beyond darkness
Within my sight
That night you went away
I thought things would never be the same
And to tell the truth
It was never the same again
I felt the scar you left in me
I felt it deep within me
And I wonder if you ever see
The tears that were shed for you
I was always there for you
Yet you weren't there for me
Tell me the truth now
That is
If you ever really love me
'cause nothing was making sense to me
To see you so happy
Living without me
While I live in total dejection
And indescribable soreness