Dreams of suicide

I'm on a building Higher than the sky I get ready to jump Legs bent head held high I'm falling faster than light My body lighter than air I fall into an isolated area Cold in your arms Rescued by you I'm on a staircase The rope round my neck As I jump the rope snaps And there your standing Rescuing me again I'm in the ocean Frozen by fear I go under gasping You reach in pulling me out Just in time I'm in my room Knife in my hand I slice my throat deep So deep I become dizzy This time I ask you not to help Into I fire red hell I reach out for you scared You pull me out You're always there for me Never go away Or these dreams of suicide Might kill me for real

By Fiona round