Every night I close my eyes Death flashes before me I follow this dream But somebody always Wakes me up Before I can finish Its journey

If only you could Forget about me I could follow The path to death Without being stopped Without being saved At the last breath Don't save me, please

Every night I wish The same thing No one will wake me I can finish my journey No more pain No more agony I can die alone With no one by my side

Maybe tonight Will be lucky You may forget me The pain of goodbyes Won't linger before me Any longer But you never forget So I wake in pain again

I can't tell you the truth I don't want to say goodbye I would stay But the pain never ends So I go back to dreaming Of this painless death No more suffering So please let me go.

I know what you will say Stay I will help But help doesn't last long The pain returns stronger And the bond between us Makes it harder to go So please let me go Before the bond is too strong.

By Fiona round written 19th October 2004