Authors Note: Hey everyone! This poem is really different then any other I have ever written. I’ve had a hard time lately getting across what I really want to say. I feel like I’m stuck, so I wrote in once instant everything I wanted to say. I really hope you all like this and I can’t wait to hear your comments! Please R and R!!!Behind The Wall

I’ve been thinking over and over why I can’t say the words on the tip of my tongue, and in the center of my mind.

Writing is my outlet to speak my mind, and bring forth the words from my heart.

But even so inside my writing world, I’ve hidden.

Writing is my outlet to express my truth, to remove my mask, but I’ve actually sunken deep behind the strong cover.

I want to say it all, but the words are hidden behind my wall.

I want to love you,

But I’m scared.

I want to run from my past,

But yet confront it with a flash.

I need you by my side,

But I hide most of my feelings from you inside.

I still have fears and ghost,

That no one knows.

I want to tell it all,

But the words are hidden behind my wall.

I want to break free,

Why can’t anyone see?

I dream the big things,

But only receive the small ring.

I wish to fly,

But nobody really knows why.

I try to keep my head above water,

But I need my father.

I want to say it all, but the words are hidden behind my wall.

I try to get my words to come together, to be able to say what’s the matter, but I have so much on my mind, sometimes I wish I’d simply die.

So here I say again, in a shorter simpler way all that I want to say, but what’s hidden behind the wall.

I live to love you,

Fight to know you,

And dream to have you.

I struggle to escape,

To erase past memories,

And become at peace with me.

I try to fly,

To get out and the great wonders,

To know who I am,

And wish to rest one day in the big blue sky.

I have all these words I want to say, but they are hidden behind this wall.

Maybe one day…

It will fall.

LiL Angel with Wings

          ~Dreamer to Fly~