I’m on my knees
Pretending to be
Who I’m not anymore
And now I feel the need
To stand up and fight!
But the problem is:
I don’t know
Who I am anymore
Now I’m lost
In darkness and despair
And the pictures I see
Before my eyes
Are new to me
I’ve never seen before
Such a terrible sight
And it hurts inside
It burns with rage
For it’s unfair:
Such a terrible fight
Which we call:
Life.

Nothing else means anything anymore
I wanna drop dead
I want to fall on the floor
And never get up again
Nothing in this life
Means anything to me
Maybe something, or two…
But in conclusion:
I hate LIFE
And LIFE hates me.
Neat, ha?
I wanna grow wings
To fly away
Where no one nor nothing
May reach me.
I wanna start a new life’
A fresh start from the beginning
To start all over again
With no mistakes.
I wanna be invisible
To disappear into thin air
So the flow of life could go on
Without me on its way
I’m nothing but a burden
So I’ll disappear
To never be seen again.
I wanna pounce real high
High enough to reach the Sun
-or at least Pluto…-
To bounce my way out
From this Hell-of-a-place
We so desperately call Home.