Telling It All

In the past few months,
I’ve thought about you a bunch.

There’s so much I want to say,
But it never seems to come out the right way.

My heads been full of so many thoughts,
And a troubles heart is all its brought.

When you look in my eyes,
I wonder,
What do you see?
Its hard to see the pain,
I hide behind my mask,
Bearing so many burdens,
That sometimes I wish I were never born.

I’ve been trying to run from my true feelings for so long,
Telling my heart I don’t need you,
Pretending I’m better off alone.

I know its just a lie,
But I’m so afraid to take a chance again,
I’m afraid to admit what I feel inside.

I’ve gotta tell you,
The way you feel,
The things you did,
It doesn’t matter to me,
For what its worth,
I just don’t want you to lie to me.

No matter where life leads us,
No matter where you choose to be,
You’re right beside me in all my sweet dreams,
And in my heart you’ll always be.

I think about you all the time,
You’re constantly on my mind.
Everything reminds me of you,
You just don’t have a clue.

The taste of sugar reminds me of your kiss,
I like the way that they both linger on my lips,
And I love it when you put your hands on my hips.

I’m caught up in your love,
Every time I feel your touch,
But sometimes second thoughts,
And small doubts,
Start to beat me up.

You’re everything I always wanted even before I even knew you, And even though sometimes I feel like your killing me on the inside,
You’re the only one,
I can’t deny.

I’ve been carrying a big fear,
That I’ve tried to hide within,
And what I’m trying to say,
Is that I love you,
But I feel like this is coming to an end.

Since the beginning of my life,
No ones understood me but you,
And that’s why I can only see myself with you.

In my heart I constantly dream of us being lovers forever,
I know we’re meant to be together.

I’m trying to have faith,
That with everything we’ve been through,
That in the end,
Our love with bring us back,
Right where we belong.

Together in heart,
Body,
Soul,
And mind,
Forever I want you to be mine.

In this life,
Even after I die,
I’ll always need you by my side.
Our hearts will forever intertwine.

LiL Angel with Wings
Dreamer to Fly