So afraid of hurting
So afraid of pain
Walls are closing in
Driving me insane

Afraid of Living
Afraid to Die
Emotions twisted
As I internally cry

Screaming for help
Crying Inside
Fearing things
All I hide

Losing grip
Of all I had hold
Dealt a twist
Causing a fold

To much fear and sadness
Must be depression settling in
So much inside
Dark as sin

I worry about
Not being the best
I want to be different
Above all the rest

Never want you to leave
Trying to hold you tight
Wanting to be the best for you
For the days and all nights