not sure

I take the razor

hold it to my pale scared skin

then push it in

the crimson blood leaks

taking with it

the pain inside

i push it in deeper

to make the pain pour

i dont tell anyone i do this

they will think i want atention

but ive had enough of that

all i want is to be left

so i can die silently

then i remember

first day felt nothing

the second came hate

first time i saw the razor

my heart changed its rate

we have become friends

the only one i know

that can be there forever

and make the pain go.