Seen it all before
And I see it again
Tell me then
What am I feeling?
How am I breathing?
Sleeping
Never again
No peace for me

Piercing like a blade
Unmade
Dreams are made winding
Whining
Spiraling down, out of control
Loving
Caring
Hurting
Sharing
Bullshit now, only hurt remains
Only pain lasts
Happiness seems to fade
Victim to time
Pain is untouched
Remains
Always
Forever there
Laughing. Mocking

How could you do this to me?