Love

I wonder sometimes, late at night,
Do I want to fall in love?
Do I want to fall headfirst
Right into the thick of it?
Because,
It’s supposedly
Such a fickle emotion
In this day and age.

I’m not quite sure if,
If I want to lose myself in love.
If I want to forget myself
Just to remember someone else.
Is it wrong
To want to be my own person,
Instead of falling into someone else?

I wonder sometimes, when I’m all alone,
Would I like to fall in love?
Would I like to be trapped
In the emotions of it?
Because,
I think I’d like to
Hold onto my head,
Rather than lose it.

I think, I’d like to
Fall in love some day.
But, I don’t know
If it’s for me.

I wonder sometimes, when I’m lying next to you,
Should I fall in love?
Or, should I pretend to?
Because,
I think
I’m being unfair to you.