Holding on to hate

Every time our war gets close to a truce,
I remember the pain you’ve given me,
The taint of blood you forced upon me,
And I remember to hold onto my hate

Holding on to hate,
Holding on to death,
Never gonna die,
If I’m already dead,
This immortal life,
Filled with undying hate,
It may be bitter,
But at least it’s my own

Never gonna let my emotions fall,
Never gonna let my mind waste
Never let myself trust you again,
Never gonna get that close to happiness
I’m denying myself of pleasure,
So that you don’t get any either,
We could both be happy, but I say no
Don’t you hate me for this?

Holding on to hate,
Holding on to death,
Never gonna die,
If I’m already dead,
This immortal life,
Filled with undying hate,
It may be bitter,
But at least it’s my own

Why can’t you hate me?
It was so easy to hate you
Please just stop trying,
I don’t want to be hurt again

Holding on to hate,
It’s a bitter life,
Holding on to hate,
Just another lie

Holding onto hate…