I try to tell you

That i'm not feeling too well

I try to make you see

That i'm living in fucking hell

But you're not listening

To a word i have to say

You don't wanna hear

About my very bad day

Or maybe you can't handle

Knowing what i do to feel better

All you say is that i'm crazy

And then you talk about the weather

So i tell you i'm ok

And i hide from you how i really feel

So you can't see

That my wounds won't just heal

It's all become a secret

That everybody knows about

How much longer will this go on

Sometimes i just wanna scream out loud

But i know i can't do that

So i keep it all bottled up inside

And one day you'll find my body

Knowing that i lied.