I still don't understand

Why, after all the drama

I still cling to your memory

I get lost in the past

I remember the good things

Despite the hell you dragged me through

I wish you'd leave me be

I want you to go away

Why do you still have to haunt me?

You always made me laugh

But, you loved to make me cry

I couldn't be better than you

I was competition

You always had to be best

You were never happy for me

You were always jealous

Always irrelevant things

I just never got your logic

My ffelings weren't important

It was always about you

But now it's going to be me

Go to hell, Mr. Smith

I should have said it long ago

I don't give a care anymore

You're no better than me

And I don't care what happens

Not after all you've forced me through