I have bled so much

And I have sought relief

But you give me nothing

I am left with my grief

And somehow a light

Shines into my eyes

Salvation is so blinding

Amidst these deafening sighs

Some new revulsion makes me feel uneasy

And yet I know there's something I must be

Disgusted by the manner of your assault

I must surrender everything I can see

It is not thrilling

To be so distraught

I am losing my grip

On the ideals I have sought

Some tragedy strikes

And I can do no wrong

It makes me realise

That these days are too long

No reparations

Because there is nothing left for me:

No desperation

Because I am all I want to be