Too Blind To See

I was thinking of cutting myself today

Perhaps from my wrists up

All the way to my elbows

Maybe not even stopping there

But I wasn't sure what you would say

Would you scream and hollar

Ask me if i'm stupid

If i've lost my mind

Perhaps I have

Or would you sit down and cry

Wondering where you'd gone wrong

Not knowing whether I need help

Well I think I do

But I don't think you'd listen

Just possibly

You wouldn't notice at all

Never having noticed before

So why now

Being to blind to see

All of the pain that I hide within

Answering your possible question

Truthfully you've done nothing wrong

Unless you consider

Being ignored and left by myself

Sitting in the darkness

To cry all alone

Wondering why you never listened

But thats not your fault only mine

I should have listened

Not been so ignorant

Perhaps it's no ones fault at all

But until I know for sure

I will forever consider it mine