Goodbye

Is it becuse i wasnt beautiful

is it because i wasnt popular

is it because i wore black

and hid in the shadows

of my room every night

is it because of these poems

that speak my feelings

or is it because you just hate me

mom why did you take the knife

and push it into my heart

every night when i came out of my room

i tried suicide

because of you

but when you tried murder it was with

your heartless words of hate

shooting like daggers

towards my bleeding heart mom

is that why when i did end my life

you left me bleeding

even though i reached out

a bloodied hand crying for you

mom all you did was stand and stare

as my life seeped out of my wounds

and when the police came

you said you had just arrived

even though you watched me die

goodbye mom goodbye.