A/N: A person watching a friend after that person has committed suicide. Weird I know but read on….

Now you finally know,
How I felt,
Too bad I’m already dead,
Too bad.

As you read my thoughts,
Your tears flow,
Guilt flows,
Too bad.

As you read,
You wish,
You could apologise,
Too late.

As you read,
Your knees give away,
You comfort yourself,
Too bad, I’m not there.

As you read,
And sob,
You scream and swear at me,
I hear you.

As you read,
You want,
Me,
I know.

As you read,
You blurrily,
Reach out for the knife,
I see.

As you read,
You hold,
The knife high,
I did the same.

As you read,
You bring the knife,
Towards yourself,
I stop you.

As you lay there,
Crying,
Sobbing,
I forgive you,

As you wake up,
From your,
Nightmare,
I smile.

As you,
Switch on the,
T.V,
I die.

As you,
Fall,
Again,
I tell you,

Please don’t blame yourself. There’s nothing you could have done. I just couldn’t take it anymore….