Fake

I don’t care for your sympathy,
I don’t want what’s fake.
I am sick of your jealousy,
Its not love; it’s also fake.

I don’t want your gifts,
I don’t want what’s fake.
I am sick of your apologies,
It not true; it’s also fake.

I don’t want to forgive you.
I don’t try to be a liar.
I am sick of trying to live,
I want to die; I will not lie.

But I will smile,
And I will hold in my tears.
I will break down when you can’t hear.

I know its fake,
When I pretend to be strong.
I know its fake,
When I tell myself I can keep holding on.

But I will not lie,
And say I love you over him.
I will not cry,
And take you back in.

But I will fall,
Cuz I know I can’t carry it all.
I will scream,
Cuz I can’t find the power to keep it in.

And I will die,
But I will not lie.
And I will love,
But I will not love you!

By: Feral Felene