Never Again

For you to leave, I would lose all light.

My world would turn black as night.

Never again would there be color, happiness, or love.

Never again would a smile reach my face.

Never again would the sound of my laugh reach another’s ears.

Never again would blissful memories float in my mind.

Never again would I be whole,

Until you came back.

Never again would I be the same.

For you to leave, that would destroy me.

Shadows, gloom, unbelievable sorrow would haunt me.

I would fade, I would be nothing but dust and demons.

Guilt would eat at me until I wished for pain again.

Deception would pick at my mind.

Anger would sting me, like alcohol to a wound.

Never again would I be freed from such ache.

Never again would I be able to see, for black veils would cover my eyes.

Never again would I breathe, for the smog of failure would rush my lungs and suffocate me.

Never again would I find someone like you.

You cannot be replaced.

I could search forever, until time ended, and never again would I find you.

For you to leave would mean the loss of my war.

All that I had fought for, even against myself, would be lost.

My soul would be crumbled like paper.

My heart would be ripped and stolen from me as if someone had thieved it.

A ghost I would be.

Never again would I live.

Never again could I rebuild what was broken.

Never again could I find myself in the remains that were once me.

Never again would I see you, until you came back, or until I met you.

Never again would food feed my hunger.

Never again would drink satisfy my thirst.

I would starve, lost in myself.

Never again would I be freed from me.

I would dream of waking from this dreadful dream, I woul dream of living again.

But it would hit me that you were gone, and that would be my agonizing reality. I would die all over again.

Once again it would hit me, a thousand tons of sorrow to the soul.

I would apprehend, wake up from these daydreams, but never again would I truly be awoken.

Never again would I be the same without you.

Never again…

Never ever again.