12/3/2004 2:04 PM

God sent me an angel. There was a time when I hated everything in my life. I hated living. I hated emotion. I hated anything that was spawned from joy or happiness. I only wanted to stay shut in my room away from everyone. I enjoyed the morbidity of darkness and the pleasure of pain. There was nothing that could save me from myself. Nothing until…her. All I remember was waking up and her being next to me. I was scared of what I done, scared of what had happened, but I felt something different, deep down in my soul. My fingers ran along hers and with each stroke I felt my heart slowly emerge from the darkness. For the first time, I felt hope. I knew something had changed. Day after day, my love began to grow. I stopped being reclusive and began to submerge myself in light once again. I finally had someone to love me unconditionally and fully. And it changed me completely.