And that’s it

Its over

Almost a year and then nothing

Worse than nothing

Mutual friends

WHAT THE HELL ARE “MUTUAL FRIENDS?”

I suppose I always knew it was gonna happen

Actually

I didn’t

I thought we’d be friends for ages

But I was wrong

She didn’t see that

I have no idea what I did wrong

Or how to fix it

So now

Now it’s gone

I’ve gotta stop blaming myself

It can’t be my entire fault

IT JUST CAN’T!!!!!

It’s just…just…

There were things that I could only tell her

No one else

And now

She’s gone

Worse than gone

Still here, but never coming back

Back to what we were

There’s nothing I can do or say

To change it

I’ll get over her…in time

But for now

I’ll cry myself to sleep

My heart will bleed

And I’ll put on a brave face

So no one knows I’m dying