Why can't this lingering sharp pain, go away

Your there in my mind

Your face

Your soft delicate skin

The way I held you

And you held me

It was bliss

I can't

I just can't

Love is like a poison

It seeps in every crevice

Takes hold of your heart

And doesn't free you till you're consumed

Why is the world against us?

It is meant to be yet

I can't help but feel it is pointless

Never was I happy,

And never will I be

Till you're here in my arms

Loving me unconditionally

In a false happiness

In a world were it is okay to be gay

In a home were I was never excepted

In a hole were I never was dead

But if you're here than it is okay

I can't

I just can't.