To Be So Cold

It feels so good

To be so cold

To know

That I exist

Outside of

My own mind

To know that I

Am no longer

An intangible

Thing

Floating above

The world of men

To know

That you can

See me

Touch me

Shove me

Into the snow

So I linger

And let it soak

Through

To my skin

To know that I

Have ceased

To be something

To be feared

So I linger

Hoping I

Am something

That can be

Loved