Hidden

I hide myself

for no one to see.

I'm too afraid

I’ll mess up

and show you

who I am,

and why I hide

myself in these walls

for no one to see.

I’m coming too close

to ending it.

I lost everything

I once had.

Just the bitter silence

for comfort;

no one to trust;

it’s my fault.

I hide myself

deep inside.

I cant show you,

no one can help me

but I can’t let myself

end it once and for all,

I’ve tried that before.

I’ve destroyed myself,

lowered myself to an

emotional wreck.

It will kill me in the end,

worse than ever before.

I can’t always hide,

but I'm sick of living

a lie.