Ending

I closed eyes to find some simple sanity

Something I could hold to,

But I was looking in the worse of places.

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I broken the gloss over your eyes with a kiss

As I always did,

Yet your touch had gone stale

Like static air.

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I ventured in my forgotten desires,

My untold secrets and many ghosts

There I found satisfaction.

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Your words pierce my flesh like fishhooks

Digging deep with every pull

Luring me into something without passion

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It was a satisfaction without sanity,

Without the meaning I had been in search of

Grasp I so wholly wished for.

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I could see myself with you,

Wasting my passion on your hunger,

My vitality sucked in your thirty mouth.

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I want something more

An end to my story,

A final moment of justification.