Please Forgive Me

Dedication: To a certain someone...please forgive me...

I know I hold so little trust.
Too many times broken.
I’m afraid of the pain,
As I am falling down like this again.

I guess I fear my world.
A revolving loop hole of pain.
I’ve made a mess of myself-and everything else.
And I know it cannot be undone.

Nothing I hold dear,
Nothing I know can make it clear,
Oh how sorry I am,
Please forgive me…
Please…forgive me…

Beaten and flogged,
I wish I could just forget.
To many times with a liar,
You’d think I’d be used to it now.
I wish you were still here.

I wish I could make u smile,
I’d give it all to you,
If it would make you happy,
For at least little while.

Nothing I hold dear,
Nothing I know can make it clear,
Oh how sorry I am,
Please forgive me…
Please…forgive me…

Ashamed of my tears,
I should be used to it by now.
I still flinch at the crack,
When the belt comes down.
I still cower at the screaming voice,
That follows me down.

I wish I could forget,
But it happens all the time.
I wish I could reset,
And undo what I did to you.

Please forgive me,
I was so scared.
I did not want to hurt you,
I did it cuz I am afraid,

Afraid…
Cuz I am falling in love with you…

By: Feral Felene, the forgiven!