It hurts but it's ok
just i remember, your way
and the day
you walked away
the day i tried to push away reality
trying not to believe that this was really me
the day i cried so hard
the day...i want to discard
the day i keep remembering
the day, you walked away....
the sounds keep ringing in my head
it hurts, i cry before i go to bed
you stained me like bleech crimson red
making me want to be cold, dead
as I scream it reminds me of you
as i watch, everything you do
the way you are
the way you just don't care
this isn't fair
and i laugh at the silence killing me
piece by piece, goushing out each eye
shrieking over and over "die"
smiling at my pain
making me insane
and i remember so vividly the day...
the day you turned me black
the day i want to go back
and kill you
and hurt you the way you
do (to me)
but if i could i would live one more day
back then
and hear the lovely words you'd say
and then i'd ask you how much you loved me
and touch you so...very gently
hold you close one more time
and then quietly murmer goodbye....
the day i cried so hard
the day...i want to discard
the day i keep remembering
the day, you walked away....