Only feeling this when I think of you

Something like a lost whisper sends chills down my spin

Is this the dawning?

Or did I just fall?

Making everything seem so surreal in my mind.

Why does it hurt so much to think of you?

Why couldn’t you stay?

Did you really have to die?

No one can wake me from this state of pain

So why do you bother with trying to save me now?

Chorus:

So many questions

Resulting from my losing hold of you

This long nightmare needs to stop – Why can’t all this end?

The misery is enough to kill me

Why doesn’t any of this make sense yet?

Why does it hurt so much to think of you?

It’s like a dagger drawing blood from my old wounds

Is this the ending?

Or does it matter?

Without you here I never want to feel again

Chorus:

So many questions

Resulting from my losing hold of you

This long nightmare needs to stop – Why can’t all this end?

The misery is enough to kill me

Why doesn’t any of this make sense yet?

Only feeling this when I think of you

Why did I ditch you?

What was going through my head?

You are still the only person I need

But dark loneliness is all I know since you’re not here

Chorus:

So many questions

Resulting from my losing hold of you

This long nightmare needs to stop – Why can’t all this end?

The misery is enough to kill me

Why doesn’t any of this make sense yet?