I'm prepared to take the plunge.
It has been suspended there and as far as I can see, always will be.
I've never known my potential,
could there be dormant talent lurking beneath these pretenses?
There's a ceiling on nature and can only hold so much inside.
It's a familiar feeling, I'm a bad influence on myself.
I trusted you to protect me from myself, and look at how that ended.
blood-drenched pieces of my body join my bedroom floor.
Hello, I'm nothing without you.
Hello it's nice to meet you, though you can't help me now.
I really am weaker than you perceive.
One two three, and cut.
The honest nods, the unfeeling, monotonous footsteps on the pavement.
The sky-high structures overlooking the programmed lives and the unthinking minds.
I have to know when to say 'enough'.
Now an apology for blaming you and a wish for a body to fit yours.
these insecurities trickle out
Goodbye but thank you for trying.