Eeep. This is just a song I wrote when I was angsting. And, it's an excuse for me not to write anything real, ya know. Ahhh... life is sweet. Procrastination good.

Something You Should Know

I don't know who to choose,

Or if I even have to.

I don't know who to love,

If anyone at all.

I don't know what to do,.

I'm a hurricane inside

This crumbling broken wall.

I know what you'll say.

I can see it in your eyes.

But I must fight this battle on my own.

I think my heart has died,

Crushed by disapointment.

And now I feel like I am all alone.

I wish someone would dry my tears,

Before they flood this land.

I wish that I could tell you now,

But you don't seem to understand

What it means to me to be in love.

And what it means to have you as my friend.

Do you even comprehend

How much I really care?

And just how much this hurts me?

Tell me what you want

And I will change myself.

Tell me what you want me to be.

I don't know who I was,

So I don't know who I am.

Have I become everything I hate?
Is this a dead end?

Or can I turn around?

Is forever just to long to wait?

I wish someone would dry my tears,

Before they flood this land.

I wish that I could tell you now,

But you don't seem to understand

What it means to me to be in love.

And what it means to have you as my friend.

To have you as my friend...