
| Dreams to Dreams
Author: karmakaze About my first (and only) gf, and how one completely trivial relationship can make a person think.
Rated: Fiction K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Words: 261 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 01-02-05 - id: 1797889
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Dreams to Dreams
Softly I cried
No tears fell from my eyes
Invisible
Invincible
I found a way to fight it
Only hurt more
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Is this the end of all the hurt
Silenced
It never really started
Dreams were my life
My reality
Existed only in fantasy
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I cannot make you see
How one xanga post
Made me into who I was
Still mourning
The loss of an imaginary friend
Defended so long
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Asked me something
I needed to be asked
Not just to go out
A simple question
But to testify
Something believed
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Ashes to ashes
Dreams to dreams
It started with the nightmares
Of the truth you found in me
It ended with the dreams
That you're still here
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The only one I remember
Barely noticed me
But something dwelled beyond
Typed words
Careless stories
And someone had to end it
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You tried
But he knew there was more
An angry phone call
Connecting my home world
Where I hadn't changed
To the real world
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Where no one knows me
And one person was mine
Someone I hardly knew
Ask me again
Try to push me back
Where you found me
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It's been so long
But you're not what I lost
In the world of dreams, I am real
Now I'm half asleep
And half revealed
Trapped in the middle
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Don't leave me feeling
The hurt I've left behind
Don't leave me wanting
What they won't let me have
Tell meā¦make me believe
The lies you killed in me
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