These wounds,
The blood of my heart.
This pain,
The insanity of me.
Why do I have to
Go through all of this?
As I try to find
The answer
Through the mist.
Denying what you've said
And you tell me you try
Thinking that I'd see
Right through
Your everlasting lie.
You never realized
What you have done.
All the love in me
Has all washed up and gone.
If you wish for this to change
It's to late,
That ocean of sadness
Has already
Turned into a desert of hate.
God, turning down my call,
Leaving me here,
Waiting for me to fall.
With the Devil, I make deal
To take away this pain
And everything I feel.
Love;
Source of dark or light?
Hate;
A falling star or gift of flight?
Trust;
Is it pity or strength for power?
Sanity;
Warm rays of sun or cold rainy showers?
I've been walking down this tunnel
For eternity it seems
Wishing it was all a dream
Everything that's happened
And everything I've seen.
I know it will never go away
These emotions and memories
Are here forever to stay.
To many times I've tread this road,
For to long I've carried this load.
I now know
Things will never change.
Love;
An everlasting pain.