“I feel So Stupid”

I feel so stupid,
As I sit here crying.
Crying over something
That I can never change.

It's stupid and pointless,
But I can't help but think
Maybe it was me
Maybe it was something I said,
Or something I did

I try as hard as I can
To make room for you
To be apart of my life

Then I realized
How useless it is
Because it seems as though
There is no room in yours

So I sit here alone
So cold, so tired,
Silently crying
So that no one can tell

I hate the way that I act
The way that I feel
Because I know
Deep down inside
That things will never be the same
Yet I can't move on
Then I cry...and I feel like an idiot