Sometimes, I trust myself,

But most of the time,

I can’t even look in the mirror.

Sometimes, I envy them,

But most of the time,

I cannot bear one moment with them.

All of the time,

I miss you.

Occasionally, I feel wanted,

But usually,

I am so lonely, it hurts.

Occasionally, I am ready for the day,

But usually,

I cannot get myself out of bed.

Constantly,

I miss you.

Eventually, I will do something with my life,

But for now,

I daydream and waste away, slowly.

Eventually, I might fall in love with someone else,

But for now,

I will continue to cry for you.

Forever,

I will miss you.