I don’t know how it began

Or where to start

But I sit here now

With a broken heart

My tears have stopped falling

The streams have run dry

I have no energy

To continue to cry

I wish I were sleeping

Or maybe just numb

To forget how I loved you

How you were “the one”

I pictured it perfect

A dream so sweet

It lifted me up

Threw me at your feet

The horrid blank silence

Seconds prolonged

An awkward feeling

Drawn out too long

Breathe in, breathe out

Forget my sorrow

But only until

I see you tomorrow

What will I do?
What can I say?

Avoid you completely?

Flee, run away?

No, you were my friend

Saw me through it all

Knew I was tripping

Could tell I would fall

But you won’t ignore me

You’ll still be there

Ready to listen

With judgment that’s fair

Strange, for a while

But we’ll be okay

And we’ll smile again

Some day, far away…

A/N: So I finally told him that I liked him for more than a year, which is like impossible for me to do… But anyways, it was sort of awkward and I felt horrible and this is what came out. It’s been a week now, and I think it’ll all be okay, but we’ll still be just friends (though I still love him, and that can be our secret . )