love?

i thought that i found love when i found you
so sweet, so charming
and never thought you’d be so violent,
so compulsive, so abusive
you used me like a toy
i am not your plaything
i am not a doll that you can bend
to your will, unresisting
i know what you really are
you know you can’t hide it from me anymore
i see it in your blazing eyes, now hateful eyes
not so sweet, not so charming
my face you used to cover with delicate kisses
is black and crimson from your forceful blows
why are you hurting me?
i thought you loved me
don’t take advantage of me
so weak, so fragile
laying defenseless as you take out your wrath on me
but do you think i’ll let you get away with this?
you don’t know me
you never knew me
gleaming, sharp, cold silver blade
i thrust into you, piercing your heart
as you tore away at mine
do you feel the pain now
that you used to bring upon me?
your blood is one with mine now
did you think you could just take my life
and give nothing in return?
look at me
not so weak, not so fragile
look into my darkening eyes, closing now forevermore
you thought you’d seen the last of me
but not so long now, my dearest bloody love
you won’t leave me ever again
you can’t leave me ever again
for soon we’ll rendezvous in hell