I drink too much

It helps me to feel, I thought I forgot

I’m hurting you I know

But I just don’t have the will to stop

I’m still a little bitter about the way things are suppose to be

I try to hold it all in but the pain gets to me

I’m a little bit fucked up, I can’t help the way I feel

So times I wonder if I was born to fail

I sleep in to long, wasted the day

Never conquer - I was meant for this, I can feel it

I give in too easy, or maybe I’m just weak

Maybe I like to submit to the pain you give so freely

I’m slipping

Free-falling, but I like the rush

I’m cutting,

I’m bleeding

Bound to your touch

I kiss you

You kill me

Tainted Love!

If you hurt me, that’s okay

I don’t mind

Don’t mind that much

I don’t recommend feeling like this to anyone

Disappointment is such a bitter pill to swallow

I’m still a little bitter about the way things are

But that okay

I’m use to the feeling by now