Notes of Uncertainty

You were always there to talk to,

You were always there to care.

You seemed to be with me all the way,

But now...

Upon hearing your voice,

I feel I just need some air.

I know your words,

You mean them well.

You know my experiences,

You know me well.

It quavers, it shakes,

Betraying your voice to me.

Playing the somber tune,

The notes of uncertainty.

I need time alone,

Don't want you to pry.

I don't want to tell you,

To fuck off;

To drop down and die.

Dark clouds are hanging,

The road is rough and steep.

But these times will pass,

My promises were made to keep.

Now I must take my leave,

Forgive me for my absence.

To make a penance,

Continuing the Remembrance,

Thru songs of Reminiscence,

Of the day the towers fell.

...the day your sister fell.

As I carry the song thru my horn,

My thoughts work out like this,

For although the sky is torn,

The sky will never wane.

We will endure;

Malevolence's bane.

Only to continue to play,

Notes of wistfulness,

Of the Past...

...Present...

...Future...

Unremitting, and unyielding,

Fallacies of time, reveling,

In my notes of uncertainty.