Dream or reality?

The day I saw you in school
I didn't feel anything
But slowly I noticed you
I saw an angel inside you
A sweet, gentle disposition
Many guys wouldn't find you a dream girl
But I think I did.
Was it just a dream?
Or was it reality?

The first time we talked
It started with a quarrel
Because I hadn’t returned
The money your friend lent me
That wasn’t very romantic
But your fiery personality captivated me
You were different.
Was it just a dream?
Or was it reality?

The bunch of us went out to do CIP
I remember you there
Scolding me for slacking
Making me work beside you
As your partner to feed the elderly
My friends thought I was unlucky
But inside, I was truly happy
Our first contact with each other
Was that wonderful time
Knowing you were beside me
Was it a dream?
Or was it reality?
I didn’t know
But I wished harder than anything else
That you would be mine.

You got to know me more
After a few more times of CIP
I didn’t need to know you more
I think I had found out everything about you
Through various sources (Thank you…)
We went out for a movie by ourselves
For the first time
Our first date I guess
A dream?
Reality?
Take your pick.

After the movie, we ate
I bought the food for you
(You have expensive taste...)
Then you finally realized
Why I did bought your ticket
And your food
And you said
Ok, I will make your wish come true
But you don’t bring me to movies anymore
As in for dates
That’s so clichéd
Use your brain to think of something nicer
I think that was reality.
But that came so fast, so quickly
It seemed so dreamy.

Our relationship progressed on
Fast, then slow
Like the ebbing of the tide
The waves of our relationships
Carried beautiful sea shells
Though sometimes jagged rocks
But we continued loving each other
More and more
Smoothening the rocks
Into round, shiny pebbles
Dream or reality?

One time you asked me
Is it a dream, or is this reality?
That was after
We graduated from the university
I shrugged
You smiled
And your smile illuminated my life again
It never fails to
Why did I shrug?
Because I wanted it to be a reality
But you could make it a dream

We worked, started on our careers
People bugged us to marry
But I didn’t want to…yet
I wasn’t ready
I never was
You were the one
Who asked me the question
And it seemed so comical
It seemed like a dream

You asked me
Why can’t we get married?
I said nobody said we can’t.
You replied
Then why don’t you ask me now
Hurry and ask
I have the ring here
I’ll give it to you
Then you can propose nicely
What a dream, but at the same time
I knew it was reality

Now we are planning the marriage
You made me not bug you
So you can plan the whole thing
You just want me to pay the money
What can I do?

No doubt
I think your question
Is answered
This is reality
We both contributed to it
To make sure it wasn’t a dream
But reality.

Author's note: this is the MOST ANGSTY poem i have ever written, seriously. the others arent so bad. at least this is still a bit different. at least she is more spunky! er maybe its too repetitive? but this is what happens after reading a angsty book!