I often sit and wonder

what it would be like

if I were never born.

Would other people be different too?

Have I made that big of an impact,

to change other people with my life?

All I know is that

I wouldn't have to endure

the massive amounts of pain

that I deal with every day.

If I weren't here

it would be no big deal.

There would still be someone else

to do everything I do.

Hell, they'd probably do it better.

Sometimes I feel like

I should reverse my birth process.

One quick slit of the throat

and I'd be gone.

Would anyone care?