Inner Thoughts

What is this?
Where in mind?
What in thought?
What aspect of inner blackness?
Where is this coming from?
Where is it going to?

More importantly:
Why?
From where?
For whom? For what?
…For not?

Just cause?
At random chance?
A spur of the moment?
A friendly hello?
Or an un-welcomed neighbor?

What is this?
These thoughts were not asked for.
These unwanted discrepancies.
From what depths have they surfaced?
The deepest of deep or closest of close?
These thoughts are unclear and confusing.
Be they true or be they false?
Be they cumulative or be they misleading?

Nevertheless, these thoughts are intruding.
These thoughts are unexpected.
These inner thoughts are not desired.
These inner thoughts are mine.

1/25/05