I feel so lonely

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I lay on my bed

Thoughts of you swimming through my head

They don’t believe in me

I hope you do?

I know you’re not lying to me

Why can’t they see

That we are in love

I feel so lonely

With out you

To hold me tight

And say I love you

Every day and night

I wish you were here with me

Just so I can look into your eyes

And drown in them

And all the love they that hold

I look at the stars

And I make a wish

To be with you

Until the end of time

And all earth dies

But I can’t take it anymore

I need you now

But you’re so far away

Tears run from my eyes

As I get to my feet

And walks over to drawer

I opened it and pulled out the knife

That I stole earlier

From the kitchen

Before my mother found me

Running through my last memories of you

And all the love we shared

I stabbed myself

And said my final goodbyes