I Wish (Pt. 2)

I wish I could smile at you,

An honest smile filled with warmth and happiness.

Not lie, convering up the pain deep inside.

I wish I could talk to you,

Share my broken thoughts and destructive fears.

Not lie, as I run from your truthand hide.

I wish I could hold you,

Embraces of a love so deep I am defenceless.

Not lie, shudder as you touch my skin.

I wish I could save you,

Understand that you have nightmares like me.

Not lie, excusing myself with your sin.

I wish I could kiss you,

Tenderly melting helplessly into your arms.

Not lie,torn by the mess I've made.

I wish I could need you,

Explain my anguish to you when I'm falling.

Not lie, fall to the almightyblade.

I wish I could want you,

Grasp your searching palm with my hope.

Not lie, drink this decieving bliss.

I wish I could love you,

Proudly own a heart of unbreakable devotion.

Not lie, with tormenting pain like this.

I wish.

I wish.

I wish.

But wishes never come true.