As I read that paragraph over and over,

A tear runs down my face.

The person that was there through all those hard time,

The one who comforted me when I was upset,

For the stupidest reasons sometimes,

The one who helped me to realize so much,

Is now gone.

She tore apart the friendship that bonded us together,

With the sharpest dagger.

And it’s not all her fault,

I was the worst friend,

The one who tried to deny her of happiness,

Of joy.

And now, I’m saying I’m sorry.

I’m sorry for all the pain I’ve caused,

I’m sorry for all the things I’ve said,

I’m sorry for not being there,

I’m sorry for “not being able to handle it”

I’m sorry for judging,

I’m sorry for lying,

I’m sorry for everything,

Kelsey, I’m so sorry.

I don’t expect you to forgive me,

No, not at all.

I’ve been horrible,

But I’m trying to tell you from the bottom of my heart,

I’m sorry.

I am still keeping that promise I made,

I will always be there.

When you need someone to cry with,

I’ll try my best to understand and cry the same tears,

When you need someone just to understand,

I’ll be listening.

I promise you,

Still, even if you don’t accept it,

I will always,

Always,

Be there.