Is This Who I am?

Dedication: To those who ponder that question!

And now a thousand tears will be shed this day,
Blood pouring freely from my open wounds,
Pelting rain burning my blood tattered skin.
Tears falling into my dark pool of nothingness,
Is this who I am?

Shattered and broken into a million pieces,
I’d try to gather the unfixable shards,
But they keep slipping through my fingers.

The night gets so lonely and cold these days,
Who knows- maybe I will not wake this morning.
I’m so worn out I don’t think I can move.
I’d try but I am afraid to fall again.

I whisper your name so softly to myself,
I watch the tear mingle on my lips through the mirror.
I could swear I saw you standing there beside me,
But I guess I am fool,
A false sense of hope I’ve burdened myself with.

And I will hide until the dead whisper my name,
And I will bleed until there is nothing left of me.
And I will cry here down on my knees until I finally fade away.
I cannot escape my destiny,

I cannot hide from what I am.
It still so confusing,
Maybe one day I’ll understand…

I await the day when the grave will take me away.
I await the day when my mind will finally be at ease.
I await the day when my soul can finally fade away…

I’ve forgotten what it was like…
I thought I knew love….
But maybe it was fake…
Is this who I am?

And I will hide until the dead whisper my name,
And I will bleed until there is nothing left of me.
And I will cry here down on my knees until I finally fade away.
I cannot escape my destiny,

Is this who I am...

I am the Moonchild-destined to be alone…

By: Feral Felene