Loosing it

killing this soul with emotions
what’s the point with being there, if you don't want me?
I had a choice, but it was stolen all along with my heart,
captured in this vortex of jealously.

I was not worthy of accepting your rose

See you there with your harp, delicate strings of meaning,
I want to tear it all, to make it mine and distort any feeling
'cause I'm just hollow now with no love to give
its all been sucked up with your body, I'd give nothing more to
feel your face, touch your chest, to have a deep understanding,
of knowing your mind and soul. Torture me with your smile.

Dust flutters from the page and anew chapter has arrived,
my deepest intentions were genuine, I'd never love someone more.
Happiness is not always forgiving, perhaps you to will understand,
on your day of reckoning.

Remember, I will love you always and forever,
your fate is guided by my heart.