The Rage Within

The rage within

Lies deep inside me

So deep within

That I cannot release

Sadly, my tears

They are slowly diminishing

Though with pain so grand

I feel as if I wound crumble

And the only time

I show a smile

Is to comfort others

So they think not to worry

I do not know of the reason

To my apparent bleakness

I am still just as depressed

As I was not long before

I still feel alone and stupid

I still feel judged and hated

I still want to just scream out loud

And I still want my pathetic existence

To be no more

What is so wrong with me

Than I cannot even cry

For I fear if I do not release

That I shall soon die

And with a note close beside me…