Sinking down into the mud

Feeling as lousy as slime

(Space.)

My heart is throbbing

My eyes are watering

(Space.)

I thought I could handle things

Something inside said everything was okay

(Space.)

But I was wrong

Everything is wrong

(Space.)

One doesn’t know how he feels

Another might hurt my best friend

(Space.)

I’m scared.

Fear is actually coursing into me.

(Space.)

How can things be so confusing?

How can life be so lousy?

(Space.)

I hate boys!

I hated girls and still do!

(Space.)

Lock me up

Throw away the key

(Space.)

Let me fall into a dark hole

Then curl up into its corner and stay there forever

(Space.)

There’s nothing else to do

It’s pointless

(Space.)

Kill me with your blade

Let my heart be your sheathe

(Space.)

Better still my skull

For the place once for my heart is now empty…