Forgery

My heart was dancing
To unknown rhythm
Inside my head,
Heart tugging with thirst
With lust to see someone dead

Anger consumed my thoughts,
Thick perfume of blood
Came to me
Unusually strong
Engulfing my every being

Strange twisted hazel eyes,
Glinted in the night
Just two knives waiting,
Searching,
For the Devil’s victim

Hiding at the bus-stop,
Head resting to the side,
Listening to the echoes of voices
That stumbled
Down the side-walk

You’re putrid alcoholic smell
Smacks me across my face,
I only become more delighted
With stronger hate,
But all I do is laugh
And laugh

A few curses here and there,
Tripping over the street trash
And gazing into the shop windows
For things you can never have,
Then you see me and smirk
And congratulate
Your convenient luck

Flipping out your ivory pocket-knife,
No doubt bought in your last fight,
The pounding
Rhythm of your heart
Becomes excited,
As you reach out towards me,
With your last breath

I have no fangs,
Nor the wonderful strength
That all vampire’s have
All I need is your loving hate
That bends my soul
Towards the Devil’s side

Bending your wrist towards your throat
I snap your hand off
Slash the front of your ear-lobe
“Oh god, please, in God’s…
Merciful God,
I’m drunk
Save me”

Hazel eyes become a fiery red,
There’s no light now,
As I drag his saggy body
Bled dry from my sweet kiss
To the dark back alley-streets

Licking my lips
And gleaning my hands
From the red salty essence
I talk now with
With his blood in my voice

Looking in the same shop window
I scream,
And scream,
I don’t see myself anymore,
But a dark shadow
Clinging to my body,
Attached, to me like a
Black leather coat
Sewn in
By unnatural hands

I didn’t sign up for this,
Never took a pen to decide
To take this damnation,
Can’t remember
Why and when
This all started to happen

I had a life
A normal life
One where the sun
Lit up my smile,
A family who trusted me
Never thought I was the one
To be signed up by Him